{"id":1364,"date":"2016-11-07T11:19:06","date_gmt":"2016-11-07T16:19:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/robinbotie.com\/blog\/?p=1364"},"modified":"2016-11-07T15:07:31","modified_gmt":"2016-11-07T20:07:31","slug":"light-tunnel-grief","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/robinbotie.com\/blog\/light-tunnel-grief\/","title":{"rendered":"Light at the End of a Tunnel of Grief"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"RobinOnline grief counselors say, \u201cEmbrace your pain,\u201d \u201cFace the loss,\u201d … \u201cMake friends with the heartache.\u201d Meanwhile, today a friend politely pointed out, \u201cThere are different patterns to get over the loss of someone\u201d and \u201cYou need to stop all this grieving and be happy.\u201d<\/p>\n

I am kind of happy. Life is good, except for my daughter dying. Until this afternoon I had no idea I was particularly unhappy or stuck, lost in a forest of grief.<\/p>\n

I see grief as a bridge or tunnel connecting each sorrow forward to peace. Grief is a journey. Maybe a long journey, as some days the tunnel seems endless. One has to walk through the tunnel, carrying the pain like it\u2019s a small child who needs to be rocked to sleep. The ache awakens at times. Sometimes suddenly. You stumble backwards. You whimper. You wail. Then regain your footing and continue the rhythm of your step. And as you traipse on, you notice there are countless minuscule cracks of light and color in the tunnel, where joy seeps through.<\/p>\n

If you don\u2019t see any light at the end of the tunnel, your hope grows more slowly as you learn to maneuver in the darkness. But you love that tunnel, even only dimly lit, because it is still your connection to peace.<\/p>\n

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In difficult times, what has your connection to peace been?<\/em><\/p>\n

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Online grief counselors say, “Embrace your pain,” “Face the loss,” … “Make friends with the heartache.” Meanwhile, today a friend politely pointed out, “There are different patterns to get over the loss of someone” and “You need to stop all this grieving and be happy.” I am kind of happy. Life is good, except for […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[702],"tags":[1009,976,1011,1010,1012,406,1013,1014],"class_list":["post-1364","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-702","tag-embrace-your-pain","tag-grief-and-loss","tag-grief-is-a-journey","tag-life-is-good","tag-light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel","tag-looking-for-joy","tag-peace","tag-tunnel-of-grief"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t