{"id":482,"date":"2014-03-31T08:36:55","date_gmt":"2014-03-31T12:36:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/robinbotie.com\/blog\/?p=482"},"modified":"2014-04-11T17:58:15","modified_gmt":"2014-04-11T21:58:15","slug":"carry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/robinbotie.com\/blog\/carry\/","title":{"rendered":"Carry Me Up"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Robin<\/a><\/b>Before leaving for the luncheon, I snapped a photo of the tiramisu I made. It looked perfect. But in a joyful spirit, I\u2019d doubled the Kahlua. By the time we got around to dessert the whole thing had drowned. My friends ate most of the beautiful mess anyway. Everyone knew I\u2019d made it with love.
\nA day later I broke the tiramisu bowl. The glass bowl that had contained magnificent salads and trifles slipped from my soapy hands, hit the side of the sink, and cracked.<\/p>\n

Tiramisu in Italian means \u201ccarry me up.\u201d That is what I did after my daughter died, when I got the mixed messages: give yourself time to heal, get over it, this will be with you forever. I carried Marika and found ways to make her part of my life. And part of my life has been to carry salad or tiramisu to friends\u2019 dish-to-pass suppers.
\n\u201cCarry me\u201d is what my friends did.
\nI carried the cracked bowl to its final resting place on the top shelf of my closet.<\/p>\n

In homage to my bowl, I hereby humbly set free my recipe:<\/p>\n

Carry Me Low-fat Tiramisu<\/b><\/p>\n

1.<\/b> Put 16 ounces of Neufchatel cheese<\/b> (low-fat cream cheese) into mixing bowl. Add 2T sugar<\/b>, 1T powdered cocoa<\/b>, 1T vanilla<\/b>, and 3T Marsala wine <\/b>(sweet or dry). Mix and let sit.<\/p>\n

2.<\/b> Pour 1\u00bc cups of Kahlua<\/b> and 1\u00bc cups of strong (decaf) espresso<\/b> into bowl. Halve and dip 12 ladyfingers<\/b>, one at a time until saturated but not crumbling, into mixture and place in a decorative pattern on bottom of large glass serving bowl. Sprinkle generously with powdered cocoa. Let sit, covered.<\/p>\n

3.<\/b> Put 4T Birds Custard Powder<\/b> and 4T sugar<\/b> in medium saucepan, mix, and gradually stir in 3\u00bd cups nonfat milk<\/b> and \u00bc cup Marsala<\/b>. Mix until smooth, cook on medium heat stirring often until boiling. Boil 1 minute stirring constantly, remove from heat and cool 5-10 minutes.<\/p>\n

4.<\/b> Pour custard mix into Neufchatel mix and beat until smooth. Gently pour mixture over soaked ladyfingers. Halve, soak and arrange 12 more ladyfingers<\/b> on top. Sprinkle with cocoa. Refrigerate. Cover when cold.<\/p>\n

5.<\/b> Just before serving, shave or grate a good dark chocolate bar<\/b> over all.<\/p>\n

Enjoy with friends. I wish you much sweetness this first week of April.<\/p>\n

Who or what do you carry?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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