“OMG, You hafta see this. Look what I did,” I stop friends and strangers. “Look. I’m so proud,” I say, carefully unwrapping the small bundle that’s always in my arms these days, and shoving it at them. This must be terrifying to people. This is not really like me. It’s a little embarrassing, actually. And it feels a lot like I’m in love.
After my daughter died, five years ago, it took me six months to discover the healing powers of writing. Over a year passed before I found myself completely captivated by Photoshopping. And now, I have put these two life-saving pastimes together and birthed a tiny new book.
Stories with pictures are like comfort food. NeverGone: Reframing the Death and Grieving of the One You Love, with its twelve short illustrated stories (many from my recent blogs), is about regaining life and redefining it. It examines different ways to look at death. I wanted to make a book that would hug the heartbroken. Thinking of all my friends who are grieving for loved ones, I tried to plant hope on each page.
I’d always said I would never self-publish anything. And my 200-page memoir manuscript may end up being like one of those grown children who never leave home. But to see one’s work transformed into a freshly bound, polished package is to feel your blood turn into maple syrup.
It is just a little book (28 pages, half the size of a piece of copy paper). But writing it, and producing the illustrations, opened a window to the sun from the dark basement of my grief. I poured all my time, energy, and love into it. As if it were another daughter.
Do you know someone who is grieving? Are you grieving? NeverGone: Reframing the Death and Grieving of the One You Love is available for sale at Magcloud.com.
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It’s your baby–a Mother’s Day gift to you and the world. If you don’t show it off, who will? I haven’t bought a copy since I’ve been preoccupied with driving to Cambridge and now fatigue and deflation. Is it available at Buffalo St. Books? I like to buy locally when possible. If not, I’ll buy at magcloud.
Elaine, I wanted to keep the price down so, not leaving room for another seller’s mark-up, I can’t sell the books at Buff Street Books or anyplace else. Otherwise, instead of the $11 it would need to be between $15 and $20. It’s such a little book, I couldn’t see doing that. So you can get it from me in person for $10 or from Magcloud for $11. Unless I can come up with another quantity discount from Magcloud. Best wishes for nursing that fatigue and deflation.
Awesome work Robin. I’ve ordered 2!
Way cool, Susan. Thanks. Please let me know if it doesn’t go smoothly for you. I hope you like it.
Robin, I know exactly how you feel. The first time I had a book published, I wanted to run up and down the street showing it to everyone! I will check out your book for sure!
It’s so embarrassing, this uncontrollable urge to show off my book. But it’s good to be feeling proud of my work again. I haven’t felt this way since I was Silk Oak selling from a crazy crowded booth at the Ithaca Farmers’ Market. Cheers, Lynne.
I do hafta see this! Congratulations, my friend! I am very happy for you. This is a beautiful testament of your love.
Hi Annie. Thank you. Yes, it was made with lots of love. If you wish to see the insides you can go to magcloud.com or try this link: http://www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/1093448?__r=650107 and they have a “tour” of the book showing each page. Really neat. Oh hey, thank you for the Italian Chopped Chicken Salad recipe. Yum.